I slept for three hours, and then six

After a month and a half I'm beginning to sink into college life. I used to be so nervous walking around with so many people around, but most of them you don't see more than once anyways so there's no reason to be worried about doing anything embarrassing. Speaking of which, I constantly miss-slide my key card to get in the building so I'm always standing outside with people behind me looking confused. Still kinda bored though, I'be working on my guitar for almost a year now and I'm embarassed to stay that I still have the final stretch to go. I've been struggling to get the circuitry working for, god-help-me, the better part of 2009. I feel so uncontrollably helpless. I'm never giving up on it though, I've spent far to much on it. About $800 if you want to nickel and dime it. The sad part is that it LOOKS so sexy, but it doesn't sound like anything. Unfortunately, this still means it's a broken/shitty instrument. Oh, and if anyone has anything they would like to hear my oppinion about or an argument they want me to tackle, I would gladly take it up out of something to post on here.